Chemo Round 5.

Christmas has come and gone without much ado.

I have been ill the last few days with a cold.
Unable to help much with the stress of today.
Full of guilt that the chemo may be cancelled.

Anne has just picked up Abbie and taken her off.
Blood tests in the morning and chemo in the afternoon.

What am I doing ?
Coughing my guts up trying to smoke a fag.

Laughable - if it wasnt so painful.

The Days After Chemo - Round 4

Last weeks chemo appeared to have little side effects.
The weekend was spent with little vomiting and tiredness.

She has cracked it we both thought - yahoo.

Yesterday and especially today has been the nightmare.
Retching and constipation have nearly crippled her.

I returned to london yesterday.
So now feel completely helpless.

My thoughts and prayers are with you, lady.

Just returned from spending the weekend with Abbie.

She spent a couple of nights at her friends in the week,
allowing herself to be waited on - nice one, lady.

Now, she is starting to worry about the pounds she is putting on.

Ah people.

Get well then diet.
Problem ?!