Nine Years.

Tis 9 years today since my ex partner died.
Boy that heaped shit on shit.
A lie told to the wrong person and so many lives changed so painfully.

I have posted my feelings of frustration round her family, the law, the family courts (a definite misnomer) and a couple of old friends.
It is the reason I began blogging...

The blogs moved on and took off in another direction.
As, thank god, did i.

Once more, my daughter is a few miles down the road.
Unreachable...
Heartbreaking.

And still some people revel in their shit stirring.
No healing not even thought, just more spewing of crap and gossip.
Repeating a lie...with such glee !(?)

Nine years ago, i got a text from my daughter, a phone call and then the  sound of it being ripped out of her hand and hung up.
The last time i heard her voice.

I became so very angry then so saddened by it all.
I look around me and i am honoured by the friends i have.
Against me - liars, bullies, abusers and nonces.

Your words and deeds would be contemptible to my ex.
She would not have supported abuse and imagine her horror at the kiddie porn ?
I am just disgusted i once knew you all.