Professor Adam Fairclough And Alison Gelfand - The Result Of Your Creation.

Adam Fairclough, Author, and Professor American History.
Alison Gelfand, Merrick, New York.

After feeding a small child a diet of worms, you have achieved your goal.
My daughter is lost to me.

I guess you may be proud of your actions.
But, at what price ?

A small childs happiness and her right to know her parents.
Stripped from her by your selfish actions.

Hang your heads in shame.

For Alison Gelfand And Adam Fairclough, Author, American History.

So apt...

Dumping In Our Hospitals.

Whilst visiting a friend in hospital, I noticed a commode by a bed.
The nurse was pulling the screen across to give the elderly woman privacy.

The ward had 3 other beds - all female patients.
4 metres across the room a door led to the 'Patient's Toilets'.

I wondered if the lady couldnt manage the toilet and preferred the commode.
For a moment.

The room filled with the smell of defecation (such a great word).

Hold on.
My partner is recovering from surgery as are the others, im presuming.
Molecules of shit floating round the room !
Just as important, the feelings of the people using the commodes.

I understand that for many patients toileting is an issue.
Pissing behind a screen ?
Not a problem.

When it comes to shitting, perhaps we should spend the time to get patients to the toilets.
It has to be better for hygiene and dignity.

Alison Gelfand, Merrick And Adam Fairclough, UEA. I Mean You.

After my ex-partner died, her family went to Court and lied and whined to the Judge.
The result was the turning over of MY child to uncaring, unfeeling bastards.
(My thanks to our legal system which appears to support wealthy scum over ordinary people)

Sadly, Adam Fairclough, Professor of American History at UEA, Norwich, felt he couldnt cope with a child who had just lost her mother and shipped her off to his sister in the States.

Alison Gelfand, of Merrick, New York, didnt want to cope and packed her off to Boarding school in New York.
No thought of what this would do to the child in their care.

Do you truly believe that Siabreen would have wanted you to give up on our child ?
If you didnt want her why did you go to Court ?
Why couldnt you have got in touch with me and we could have acted together for Grace's sake ?
Like any family would !

Unthinking, unfeeling wankers.
You have a lot to answer for.

What Breaks Hearts ?

This weekend, I have been remembering peoples concern and support for me after my heart attacks.Last weekends visit to Telford plugged me in to the fragility of life and my need to make changes to my own.

The urgent, physical needs; diet, smoking and a regular sleep pattern have been addressed.
(ok, the fags have slipped, but I have pegged them to 5 - their I draw the line)
I continue the prescribed medication - the beta blockers, the statins, the aspirin, the super aspirin, blah blah.
Life is different and I am adapting.

So why did my heart attack me ?
Is all the change I have made of any consequence ?

For nearly 20 years, I have been aware of the power of thought.
Dis-ease in the mind creates disease in the body.
Thought IS creative.
Positive thoughts - positive, happy people.
Negative thoughts - negative, miserable people.

One member of the family called the attacks - karma.
(I am aware that I am loved and hated)

It isn't karma.
12 years ago, my heart was broken when I left my daughter.
For twelve years, I have hoped for reconciliation and my daughter back.
People have gone to Court and even under oath, lied or repeated the lies of others.
Heartbreaking !

12 years of a broken family using a broken legal system to keep a father and daughter apart.
Heartbreaking !

Unbreaking my heart.
Now that is the goal.
And how do I do that ?
By letting go of the past and with it my daughter ?

Heartbreaking !

The Result Of Our Creation.

Well done to Alison Gelfand, of Merrick, New York.
Also Professor Adam Fairclough, UEA, Norwich.

Others worth a mention, Gary Seaman, Melfyn Summers, Marion Wills.
There are many others of note, but eh ?
You all know who you are.

Look at our creation(s).

A broken child, kicking out in pain, seduced by promises of pink cars and coloured mobile phones, all wrapped in pretty bows.

I acknowledge my part but stand in awe of the contributions you have all made.

You must be so proud !

Turner Shame.

People Who Know Nothing.

What a shit night.
No sleep and a head full of sad memories.

An old friend commented on one of my blogs last year
and asked me to get in touch.
Because I hadnt heard anything for a few weeks I posted on her Facebook page.

She answered straight away,
leaving me in no doubt that Lynn was NOT my friend.
It appears I was to get in touch only for her to kick off at me.

Just to respond to a couple of points you made, Lynn.

Firstly, Siabreen's brother, Adam Fairclough, though an author and professor of American history at the UEA, Norwich is a liar.
Any information from him will be corrupted.

Did he tell you that Grace and I was in communication and Siabreen was in favour of our contact when she died ?

Did Adam Fairclough, UEA, tell you it was Grace who contacted me to tell me of Siabreen's death ?

Did he tell you that Gary Seaman, and the rest of the family snatched the phone away from her when we were talking.
(The last thing I heard was her weeping and telling me she was scared)

Did Adam Fairclough,uea, tell you he has a gagging order on me ?

Did Siabreen tell you that when going to Court many years back, she threatened to tell the police I had raped her ?
I can hear her voice, even now.

Lynn -You know NOTHING.

Dad Smothers Children.

I shed a few tears when reading about the dad who killed his kids in Southampton at the weekend.

As a father of two girls, one I am not allowed access to, I can sympathise with the mans actions.
I am not saying I would kill my children, but I HAVE wanted to kill my ex and her family.

Fighting the Legal system and bilious family members once brought me to my wits end.
Without the support of my friends, I know I would be either in prison or dead.

Losing contact with your own children hurts so much and ultimately twists your mind.
Combine that with the pressures and stress of Court action, the lies and gossip when other family members get involved, is it any wonder that tragedy is the result.

When couples separate, the only thing in the parents and the Courts minds should be the welfare of the children.
Unfortunately, the children are used as weapons.

This type of incident WILL happen again.
And it wont be the fault of the lone parent.

Both parents, the families and our Legal system IS to blame.

Support not blame.
For the sake of the children.

3 Mobile Scam.

Still waiting for my 150 pound refund from 3 Mobile.

Seven calls I have made to them now.
Seven times I have been told I WILL be getting it.
Seven times nothing.

Just tell me you are going to rob me.

Strangely, I prefer thieves to liars.

3
3
3 - you suck.

Its A land Grab.

Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac taken over by the US Government.

The two companies combined accounts total more than $4 trillion.
They hold the mortgages of HALF the homes in the USA.

And they collapsed.

No damaging boardroom battles here, though.
Nationalisation, and by a right wing American Government at that.

The US Treasury said, "Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac are so large and interwoven in our financial system that a failure of either of them would cause turmoil in financial markets, here and around the globe."

Halifax, the Uk's largest mortgage lender, has major financial dealings with both companies.

Both the US and UK economies are teetering on the brink.
Credit crunch.
Recession.
Downturn in the economy.
BLAH BLAH.

The rich get richer !

The US Government ARE the rich.
Governing FOR the rich.
They own the commanding heights of the economy
and now 50% of American homes.

20, Lancaster Place, Twickenham.

On my way back from spending the weekend at my friends, I popped round to my ex mother-in-law's house.

I visit the area to remind me of happier times.
Not to visit her.
My disappointment with Marion Wills is too deep for that.

Lancaster Place will always be an area where I spent happy times with my daughter, Grace.

I am grateful that I will always have those memories.

When Marion sees or hears my motorcycle, the only memories that she and the rest of the family has is of THEIR lies and deceit.

Nursing Spectrum and NurseWeek

(Shame you are not as good at Life )

South nassau rn latest news
Alison Gelfand, South Nassau RN and Recruiter, Nominated for Spectrum and NurseWeek 2008 Nurse of Excellence

Each year Nursing Spectrum looks for nurses who make us all proud to be their colleagues and who inspire us by their dedication, perseverance, and drive. They look for nurses who push the boundaries and move our horizons to places previously unknown.

This year Nursing Spectrum and NurseWeek will sponsor Nursing Excellence Awards in regions across the U.S. Every region will have winners in each of six categories. The regional winners will then be eligible as finalists for national awards. In November after all the regional events are completed a national Nurse of the Year in each of the six categories will be named.

Our very own Alison Gelfand, RN & Recruiter, has been nominated for 2008 Nurse of Excellence (Spectrum)-Category "Mentorship". We are so proud!

Many, many nominations are submitted each year from all over the greater New York area, including the five boroughs, Long Island, and Westchester, Putnam, Dutchess, Orange and Rockland counties, and the northern half of New Jersey. This year Spectrum received more nominations than ever before and Alison's nomination was an oustanding one amongst many. In addition Alison was among the first, if not the first ever recruitment professional to become a Finalist.

She is now one of 30 NY/NJ Finalists, and one of just five in the MENTORING category, and in that capacity she is eligible to become a NY/NJ Regional Winner in her category.

Six Regional Winners out of our 30 Finalists, one in each category, will be announced at Spectrum's June Nursing Excellence GALA, and will then move on to the National contest which will include six Regional Winners, one in each category, from each nationwide division. Ultimately, six National Winners, one in each category, will be selected from that group and announced in the Fall.

As a NY/NJ Finalist, Alison is one of a very elite number of nurses who have received a great professional nursing honor!

Well done, Alison.
Good at your job - shit as a Human Being.

Palestinian Activist Riad Hamad. Dead In Austin, Texas,

After police fished the body of Riad Hamad out of Lady Bird Lake in East Austin, Texas, they told the media the non-violent Palestinian activist and directing coordinator of the Palestine Children’s Welfare Fund had committed suicide.

“Right now, the indications are that this was not, there was not foul play involved,” police Sgt. Joseph Chacon told KXAN, never mind Mr. Hamad was found bound with duct tape. “Parkgoers who saw the body said the death did not look accidental. They said the man’s face was wrapped with duct tape, and his arms appeared to be tied in front of his body.” KXAN did not bother to explain how Hamad managed to wrap himself in duct tape.

It should be obvious Hamad had a bit of help, although it is apparently too much to expect the corporate media to point out the absurdity of the police explanation. “When the body was removed from the lake, tape was found around the eyes, and the hands and legs were loosely bound,” the Austin police’s public information office expects us to believe. “The bindings of his hands and legs and placement of the tape were consistent with Hamad having done this to himself. Detectives know that Hamad walked from his vehicle to the water on his own based on evidence retrieved from the scene.” Again, no explanation how Mr. Hamad did this or more to the point why a person supposedly interested in suicide would wrap himself in duct tape, loosely or otherwise.

Hamad was not your garden variety suicide, however. “Riad Hamad is a non-violent activist in Austin, Texas. He holds multiple Master’s degrees and has never been arrested. He is now under surveillance by the FBI because he organized the shipment of books to Palestinian children,” Free Speech TV noted before the teacher’s alleged suicide.

“The FBI has on a number of occasions conducted surveillance on Riad Hamad. His neighbors have been interviewed, his co-workers have been questioned, and packages he has sent have been opened,” admits Joe Kaufman, writing for the Scaife funded website, FrontPageMag, run by David Horowitz, a notorious neocon.

Hamad’s crime? He had a problem with Israel killing Palestinians and had shipped books to children.

On Christmas, 2006, Hamad described his crimes, so outrageous for the likes of pro-Israel neocons. He describes a trip to the U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement’s T. Don Hutto detention center in Taylor, Texas, where he talked to an incarcerated Muslim woman and “provided her with cash for phone calls and snacks for the children since the jail officials are providing them with mainly pork and ham that they do not eat,” obviously a treasonous act demonstrating his collaboration with terrorists, including Adel Suleiman, a man with a case of severe diabetes who disappeared in the “detention center” dungeons situated in Haskell, Texas, and Oklahoma.

Back in February, the FBI and IRS raided Hamad’s Palestine Children’s Welfare Fund. “We had a very unpleasant visit from the FBI and IRS agents yesterday morning and they walked out with more than 40 boxes of tax returns, forms, documents, books, flags, cds etc.,” Hamad explained in an email to Hajja Romi. “The special agent said that they have a probable cause for money laundering, wire fraud, bank fraud, etc and I think that all of it stems from more than 35 years of watching me.”

“On the morning of Wednesday, Feb. 27, award-winning schoolteacher Riad Hamad, founder of the Palestine Children’s Welfare Fund (PCWF) was getting ready to leave for work when the doorbell rang in his modest apartment in Austin, Texas. It was a dozen FBI and IRS agents bearing a search warrant from Judge Robert Pittman, known for his hostility to Palestinians and Arabs, with whom Riad had had previous experience,” explains a post on the Progressive Independent forum.

For most of the day, the agents searched every nook and cranny of the apartment, then left with more than forty boxes of papers, files, computers and CDs. No charges were filed at the time against Riad and he was not arrested, but the investigators said they had probable cause to investigate wire fraud, bank fraud and money laundering.

PCWF thus joins the Middle East Children’s Alliance, Kinder USA and Holy Land Foundation — all dedicated to helping Palestinian children as a major part of their work — as objects of investigations that have damaged the functioning of their mission. In no case were these organizations found guilty of wrongdoing, and at most some people with Kinder USA were pressured into minor pleas in order to avoid costly court proceedings.

It is not a coincidence that Riad and PCWF have been targeted. PCWF has been associated with all these organizations, and it is reasonable to assume that when investigations turned up nothing there, they used the references to PCWF to go fishing. Riad has been expecting this for 37 years but refuses to be intimidated, and insists upon exercising his full right to defend Palestinian rights — and his own — in America.

Is it possible Riad Hamad was targeted for suicide as well, sort of the same way prize-winning American investigative journalist Gary Webb committed suicide with multiple gunshots to the head? Webb investigated Nicaraguans linked to the CIA-backed Contras who had smuggled cocaine into the U.S. which was then distributed as crack cocaine into Los Angeles. Gary had to go, as he had yet another book on tap before he killed himself over a stolen motorcycle. Riad had to go too, as he was a thorn in the side of the neocons, the FBI, ICE, and the IRS.

Finally, it should be remembered that back in 2003, Israel declared its intention to embark “upon a more aggressive approach to the war on terror that will include staging targeted killings in the United States and other friendly countries,” according to United Press International. “The Israeli statements were confirmed by more than a half dozen U.S. foreign policy and intelligence officials in interviews with UPI. Israeli hit teams, which consist of units or squadrons of the Kidon, a sub-unit for Mossad’s highly secret Metsada department, would stage the operations, former Israeli intelligence sources said. Kidon is a Hebrew word meaning ‘bayonet,’ one former Israeli intelligence source said.”

Is it possible a neocon hit team or as likely a Mossad “bayonet” team took out the school teacher Riad Hamad?

Certainly, it makes more sense than the lame claim that Mr. Hamad wrapped himself up in duct tape and threw himself in Lady Bird Lake.

The Darkness In Merrick, New York.

Ooh, I have noticed a serious tone creeping into my blogging, recently.

The short and not sweet email communication with the Witch of Merrick, New York, Alison Gelfand, is the cause and my mood changes today.
Yahoo.

So, on with the mundane.
Life in London is good.
The weather is amazing.
Snow one minute, summer heat the next.

Car drivers still get in my way, but eh ?
Too many traffic lights on red when I come up to them.

And the ladies are beginning to wear less - yahoo.

Not Government But Corparation.

Mock exercises on 9/11 which simulate Aeroplanes being flown into Skyscrapers in New York, causing NORAD to stand down leaving the Country defenceless.

The exact scenario, with bombs being detonated on the London Underground and a bus, being managed by Visor Consultants, on 7/7.

Is someone taking the piss ?

The answer is YES.
And the bastards have got away with it.

The result - Two wars.
200,000 deaths.
Poverty and Violence affecting Millions.

WHY ??

So Bush and Blair look good.
Massive profits for the Multinational Companies who now own the USA and UK.
Another step nearer the one World Order the Neo Cons crave.

Wake Up and smell the coffee.

Who Was Shot At Canary Wharf ?

Thinking about the bombings of 7/7, who was shot by police marksmen at Canary Wharf, that same day ?

Reports I have read differ.

One man shot but in three possible locations.
Three men shot in one place.

Can anyone shed any light ?

Offering Friendhip To The Devil

It has been four days since I responded to Alison Gelfand's email, offering an end to dispute and help for my daughter, Grace.

There has been no reply from her.

It saddens me to think that the other members of the family in New York are supporting a woman with no love in her heart.
Where is your voice, Toby Gelfand, of Merrick, New York ?
Or yours, Nikki Gelfand, of Merrick, New York ?

Where, too, the voice of Lou Gelfand ?

You are NOT caring for my daughter by sending her away to Boarding School.
Can you not deal with a young teenager, whose problems are ones you have heaped upon her by your actions.
We call it Child Abuse in the UK.

Are you all too busy helping daddy build his vet practice in New York ?
All Creatures.
An apt name for the family, methinks.

May God grant you ALL you deserve.

Letter To Siabreen.

Dear Siabreen,

Im writing this as I had no opportunity to express myself before you left.

For over 8 years, we were a loving, powerful partnership.
With you, I experienced true emotion, for the first time in my life.

It was you that helped me come back to myself and, for that, I will be eternally grateful.
We produced Grace, a miraculous event and a miraculous child.
You and I together.
Thank You.

Our relationship was many thing, but never dull.

Towards the end it became too painful to be around you.
The final straw was when you broke your oath to Zelda West Meeds, our Relate Counsellor.

But the end of our relationship need not have meant the end of us as a family.
We could have survived as people and parents, even though apart.
You must have known that.

I wonder if you knew how much your keeping me from Grace hurt(s).
Even now, I doubt if causing me pain was your goal, so what the hell was it ?
(There will be no answer now.)

Thank You for being in my life.
Thank You for allowing me into yours.

I FORGIVE you completely and you are FREE.

Love and Light be with you wherever you are.

Civil Rights Professor In The Dock.

Professor Adam Fairclough, author of several books on the Civil Rights movement in America, has been accused of lying to the Children Courts and Immigration officials in the UK and USA.

The Professor has not denied the allegations, citing possible mental health issues at the time.

The UEA, Norwich, say they are looking into the claims and will comment further soon.