It is my youngest daughters birthday, today.
Happy Birthday, Grace.
May you always have what you need.
Love Light Hugs.
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Monday, June 16, 2008
Grace
Today has been hard for me.
Spending the weekend isolated has exhausted me.
Though, better than exhausting others, I guess.
Saturday was spent weeping.
Sunday I seethed.
Today at work I remained mostly dazed and unconcious.
Excitement and expectation has been replaced by disappointment.
I know how poisonous Adam Fairclough and Alison Gelfand can be.
But, I expected Grace to want to know the whole story.
Grace, I am worried for you.
Your mother's love for you calmed me.
Two families later, in a Boarding School half the world away, I feel fear.
Talk to me.
You have all the power.
You can lose nothing by contacting me.
Maybe a parent to gain ?
Love and Light be with you, always x
Spending the weekend isolated has exhausted me.
Though, better than exhausting others, I guess.
Saturday was spent weeping.
Sunday I seethed.
Today at work I remained mostly dazed and unconcious.
Excitement and expectation has been replaced by disappointment.
I know how poisonous Adam Fairclough and Alison Gelfand can be.
But, I expected Grace to want to know the whole story.
Grace, I am worried for you.
Your mother's love for you calmed me.
Two families later, in a Boarding School half the world away, I feel fear.
Talk to me.
You have all the power.
You can lose nothing by contacting me.
Maybe a parent to gain ?
Love and Light be with you, always x
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Grandson Was Born Friday.
My Grandson was born friday.
Without inducement.
My Prayers were answered and Thank You.
Without inducement.
My Prayers were answered and Thank You.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Any Time Now.
I am still awake worrying about my eldest daughter, Leona.
She is overdue giving birth to her son.
The midwife gave her a 'sweep' last night, in the hope of moving things along.
She told me she is scared and asked for Angels to be with her.
I ask for them, too.
Hopefully, she will be asleep now, resting.
(I am remembering Leona's birth now and my own fear for my x wife.)
Such an amazing, scary, wonderful, exhausting experience having a child.
Be not afraid, my daughter.
Trust the process and relax.
My thought is my Grandson will be born today - yahoo.
She is overdue giving birth to her son.
The midwife gave her a 'sweep' last night, in the hope of moving things along.
She told me she is scared and asked for Angels to be with her.
I ask for them, too.
Hopefully, she will be asleep now, resting.
(I am remembering Leona's birth now and my own fear for my x wife.)
Such an amazing, scary, wonderful, exhausting experience having a child.
Be not afraid, my daughter.
Trust the process and relax.
My thought is my Grandson will be born today - yahoo.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
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I first met Sarah Jane Fairclough,in Gwynedd,North Wales.
She then changed her name to Siabreen.
She was bi-sexual then and I met her through my good friend,at the time, Melfyn Summers.
Melfyn was shagging one of Siabreen's ex-lovers-Ali.
Now theres a tale...!
After I left Siabreen,Melfyn rang me for the first time in about 3 years.I thought it strange but trusted him+spoke honestly about why I had left.It transpires that during our conversations he was taping me.Setting me up so it sounded really bad.
Why did you do that Melfyn??Oh yes,a threesome with Siabreen+Ali.Cheap really as I was one of the people who picked you up after you killed your wife in a car crash.One call from him lasted 3 hours!!I remember saying yes to you because I was tired+hurting and pissed off.You knew she was violent yet you supported her in keeping me from Grace.WANKER.
Melfyn Summers.
Of everyone involved in this bloody mess,I have felt more contempt for you,than anyone else.
I now Forgive you,completly.And I am free.
7/4/05 For Grace My Stolen Child
At 6 months Siabreen started to bleed. The baby had died.Because she was so far along,Siabreen had to deliver the dead baby in Bangor Hospital,Gwynedd. We were left alone in a room for 12 hours.The only time a Nurse came near us was when I demanded Pethadine for Siabreens pain. The poor girl was off her head with the pain and drugs.I held her over a bedpan+helped her deliver bloodied clots of fles> 0
7/2/05
For the first couple of years,Siabreen held my hand.Helping me deal with some major issues in my life. Including forgiveness-she kicked me out one week so she could shag her oap friend from London-John. Amazingly,I could forgive her. We were both learning+started to teach others.Then Siabreen fell pregnant. She went into fear,having already suffered a miscarriage when she was younger. I was fearle> 0
7/2/05
We met at a party on Angelsey. She gave me flirtatious looks and cocaine. Sarah/Siabreen was just getting into Rebirthing and Personal Growth work. So began an amazing relationship. She changed her name to Siabreen.A name given to her by,she believed,her Gaurdian Angel. You must remember,Adam,how you mocked your sister for that.Refusing point blank her wishes and insisting on calling her Sarah. > 0
6/30/05 Gary Seaman of Croyden
Adam Fairclough;Siabreen; Alison Gelfand;Marion Wi
You could at least have the decency to reply to my texts. Strange,I thought the Childstealer was a better judge of character! 0
6/30/05 Adam Fairclough UEA Norwich: Better day coming...
Adam Fairclough. Siabreen has turned you into a Liar. Better day coming...for Grace and Roy. Better day coming...when people find out what youve been doing. Better day coming...when God takes action against you and your family. 0
6/30/05 Adam Fairclough UEA Norwich: Siabreen
Siabreen blamed an incident of childhood abuse for the way she behaved. Siabreen WAS the ABUSER. 0
6/29/05 Adam Fairclough UEA Norwich
Eight years ago,this August,I left my partner,Siabreen. Not because Id met someone else. Not because I was having a mid-life crisis. But,because of Siabreen's violence towards me! Siabreen then lied to Social Services,the Courts and both our Families. I was not the violent one.All I did was leave my Abusive Partner. Yet I have not seen my daughter Grace,in 8 years. I first met Sarah Jane Fairclou> 0
6/28/05 Gary Seaman of Croyden: Alison Fairclough Gelfand of Merrick,New York
Please allow Grace to see her Father! You know its the right thing to do! Grace+I were communicating before her mother died. Please allow us contact. For ALL our sakes. 0
6/28/05 American Studies Norwich University: Gary Seaman of Croyden
You were crying when you rang me,asking to give you and the Fairclough family space to grieve Siabreen. Well,I did. You snatched the phone from Grace when she was telling me of her mothers death that morning. Now,you and the Fairclough's arrange for Grace to be removed from the UK behind her Fathers back. No communication only lies from Adam. I begged you for information about my Daughters well-be> 0
6/28/05 Professor Adam Fairclough UEA
Professor Adam Fairclough UEA Allow Grace to see her Father. You teach Civil Liberties at Norwich, yet deny Grace and Roy theirs. Are you acting like this because of your drinking? I allowed you to stay in my house when you fell apart. I helped you and you repay me by abusing my daughter, lieing to the Courts and Social Services. How can you use the Courts to keep a Father and Daughter apart? > 0
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I first met Sarah Jane Fairclough,in Gwynedd,North Wales.
She then changed her name to Siabreen.
She was bi-sexual then and I met her through my good friend,at the time, Melfyn Summers.
Melfyn was shagging one of Siabreen's ex-lovers-Ali.
Now theres a tale...!
After I left Siabreen,Melfyn rang me for the first time in about 3 years.I thought it strange but trusted him+spoke honestly about why I had left.It transpires that during our conversations he was taping me.Setting me up so it sounded really bad.
Why did you do that Melfyn??Oh yes,a threesome with Siabreen+Ali.Cheap really as I was one of the people who picked you up after you killed your wife in a car crash.One call from him lasted 3 hours!!I remember saying yes to you because I was tired+hurting and pissed off.You knew she was violent yet you supported her in keeping me from Grace.WANKER.
Melfyn Summers.
Of everyone involved in this bloody mess,I have felt more contempt for you,than anyone else.
I now Forgive you,completly.And I am free.
7/4/05 For Grace My Stolen Child
At 6 months Siabreen started to bleed. The baby had died.Because she was so far along,Siabreen had to deliver the dead baby in Bangor Hospital,Gwynedd. We were left alone in a room for 12 hours.The only time a Nurse came near us was when I demanded Pethadine for Siabreens pain. The poor girl was off her head with the pain and drugs.I held her over a bedpan+helped her deliver bloodied clots of fles> 0
7/2/05
For the first couple of years,Siabreen held my hand.Helping me deal with some major issues in my life. Including forgiveness-she kicked me out one week so she could shag her oap friend from London-John. Amazingly,I could forgive her. We were both learning+started to teach others.Then Siabreen fell pregnant. She went into fear,having already suffered a miscarriage when she was younger. I was fearle> 0
7/2/05
We met at a party on Angelsey. She gave me flirtatious looks and cocaine. Sarah/Siabreen was just getting into Rebirthing and Personal Growth work. So began an amazing relationship. She changed her name to Siabreen.A name given to her by,she believed,her Gaurdian Angel. You must remember,Adam,how you mocked your sister for that.Refusing point blank her wishes and insisting on calling her Sarah. > 0
6/30/05 Gary Seaman of Croyden
Adam Fairclough;Siabreen; Alison Gelfand;Marion Wi
You could at least have the decency to reply to my texts. Strange,I thought the Childstealer was a better judge of character! 0
6/30/05 Adam Fairclough UEA Norwich: Better day coming...
Adam Fairclough. Siabreen has turned you into a Liar. Better day coming...for Grace and Roy. Better day coming...when people find out what youve been doing. Better day coming...when God takes action against you and your family. 0
6/30/05 Adam Fairclough UEA Norwich: Siabreen
Siabreen blamed an incident of childhood abuse for the way she behaved. Siabreen WAS the ABUSER. 0
6/29/05 Adam Fairclough UEA Norwich
Eight years ago,this August,I left my partner,Siabreen. Not because Id met someone else. Not because I was having a mid-life crisis. But,because of Siabreen's violence towards me! Siabreen then lied to Social Services,the Courts and both our Families. I was not the violent one.All I did was leave my Abusive Partner. Yet I have not seen my daughter Grace,in 8 years. I first met Sarah Jane Fairclou> 0
6/28/05 Gary Seaman of Croyden: Alison Fairclough Gelfand of Merrick,New York
Please allow Grace to see her Father! You know its the right thing to do! Grace+I were communicating before her mother died. Please allow us contact. For ALL our sakes. 0
6/28/05 American Studies Norwich University: Gary Seaman of Croyden
You were crying when you rang me,asking to give you and the Fairclough family space to grieve Siabreen. Well,I did. You snatched the phone from Grace when she was telling me of her mothers death that morning. Now,you and the Fairclough's arrange for Grace to be removed from the UK behind her Fathers back. No communication only lies from Adam. I begged you for information about my Daughters well-be> 0
6/28/05 Professor Adam Fairclough UEA
Professor Adam Fairclough UEA Allow Grace to see her Father. You teach Civil Liberties at Norwich, yet deny Grace and Roy theirs. Are you acting like this because of your drinking? I allowed you to stay in my house when you fell apart. I helped you and you repay me by abusing my daughter, lieing to the Courts and Social Services. How can you use the Courts to keep a Father and Daughter apart? > 0
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Saturday, June 10, 2006
Today, I was asked if I was glad Siabreen had died.
My first thought, Im ashamed to say, was Yes.
Only for a moment.
Then, I remembered my Lover and Friend of 8 years.
The Mother of my Daughter, Grace.
The Stepmom to my Daughter, Leona.
Siabreen and I had been communicating.
Grace and I had been communicating.
The Nightmare was coming to an End.
The Fairclough and Gelfand families put a stop to that.
For Grace, not only did she lose her Mother,
but she lost her Father all over again.
Would one of the family please contact me !
It is never too late to Heal this situation.
For Grace's sake !
My first thought, Im ashamed to say, was Yes.
Only for a moment.
Then, I remembered my Lover and Friend of 8 years.
The Mother of my Daughter, Grace.
The Stepmom to my Daughter, Leona.
Siabreen and I had been communicating.
Grace and I had been communicating.
The Nightmare was coming to an End.
The Fairclough and Gelfand families put a stop to that.
For Grace, not only did she lose her Mother,
but she lost her Father all over again.
Would one of the family please contact me !
It is never too late to Heal this situation.
For Grace's sake !
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